You would think that if you have a big test done and something VERY SERIOUS comes as a result, that a physician would CALL a patient, not wait for their appointment, take them in an HOUR late, and then ask "How are you doing?" and when the response is "Nervous", just say "Yup" confirming that there is a good reason to be so.
I still went to my audition.
I bombed on a song I can sing like its nobody's business.
I'm not done processing this yet.