Also...

My breathing is getting worse by the minute. I need sleep.

My ears are doing this weird thing between extreme pain and numbness from the inside out.

My throat hurts more and more and I am having variations between a dry, hacking, painful cough and bringing up mucus and blood. It hurts so much to swallow.

I have spots in my eyes again. My neck, back and shoulders hurt more than I think quite possibly EVER. I am freezing on my hands, and the rest of my feels hot.

I can't find my thermometer.

I can't breathe.

I can't go back to the hospital even though they told me to if exactly this sort of thing happened.

I am in so much pain, and I am so scared.